{"id":4027,"date":"2011-04-18T10:04:41","date_gmt":"2011-04-18T14:04:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/?p=4027"},"modified":"2011-04-18T10:04:41","modified_gmt":"2011-04-18T14:04:41","slug":"monday-morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/?p=4027","title":{"rendered":"Monday morning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I slept last night.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s been so long since I\u2019ve managed to sleep,<\/p>\n<p>this is a small celebration.<\/p>\n<p>Pain is a magnifier of problems.<\/p>\n<p>And an isolator of individuals.<\/p>\n<p>I have felt like I don\u2019t completely<\/p>\n<p>belong anywhere.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t even sleep when my family does.<\/p>\n<p>I have become other.<\/p>\n<p>But today, after 5 hours of sleep,<\/p>\n<p>I am home, again.<\/p>\n<p>Home in my family-<\/p>\n<p>home in my mind.<\/p>\n<p>So, in celebration of this great event,<\/p>\n<p>I grabbed my camera to document the <\/p>\n<p>occasion.<\/p>\n<p>Here is a random sampling.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/0052.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"005\" border=\"0\" alt=\"005\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/005_thumb2.jpg\" width=\"283\" height=\"423\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>-magnetic ladies(one with child) riding on an elephant<\/p>\n<p>bookend.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/0073.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"007\" border=\"0\" alt=\"007\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/007_thumb3.jpg\" width=\"286\" height=\"192\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>-porcelain rabbit teapot.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/015.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"015\" border=\"0\" alt=\"015\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/015_thumb.jpg\" width=\"414\" height=\"277\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>-bark and spaghnum moss growing in my front yard.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/013.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"013\" border=\"0\" alt=\"013\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/013_thumb.jpg\" width=\"164\" height=\"244\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/016.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"016\" border=\"0\" alt=\"016\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/016_thumb.jpg\" width=\"163\" height=\"242\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>-tiny and small daffodils !<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/0141.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"014\" border=\"0\" alt=\"014\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/014_thumb1.jpg\" width=\"414\" height=\"277\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; yellow cowslip or primrose- depending on your mood.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/019.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"019\" border=\"0\" alt=\"019\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/019_thumb.jpg\" width=\"425\" height=\"285\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Irish moss littered with fall debris.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/020.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"020\" border=\"0\" alt=\"020\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/020_thumb.jpg\" width=\"433\" height=\"290\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>-early violets, still in their bed and nightdress-<\/p>\n<p>slowly opening one eye to see if it is time to waken.<\/p>\n<p>Like the violet I am rather tentative in my celebration.<\/p>\n<p>One night of sleep!- or- Only one night of sleep?<\/p>\n<p>Pain still lurks.<\/p>\n<p>It is around the corner, waiting.<\/p>\n<p>It is behind the curtain awaiting its cue.<\/p>\n<p>But this is Easter week.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/0063.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px\" title=\"006\" border=\"0\" alt=\"006\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/04\/006_thumb3.jpg\" width=\"491\" height=\"329\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>There is ample reason for celebration and joy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I slept last night. It\u2019s been so long since I\u2019ve managed to sleep, this is a small celebration. Pain is a magnifier of problems. And an isolator of individuals. I have felt like I don\u2019t completely belong anywhere. 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