{"id":928,"date":"2009-12-03T12:22:38","date_gmt":"2009-12-03T16:22:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/?p=928"},"modified":"2009-12-03T12:22:38","modified_gmt":"2009-12-03T16:22:38","slug":"this-is-where-i-was-last-year","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/?p=928","title":{"rendered":"This is where I was last year."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/Noreaster-0581.jpg\">&nbsp;<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; border-left: 0px; border-bottom: 0px\" height=\"318\" alt=\"Meredith's Hawaii 435\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/Merediths-Hawaii-435_thumb.jpg\" width=\"422\" border=\"0\"><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/Noreaster-0581.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; border-left: 0px; border-bottom: 0px\" height=\"319\" alt=\"Nor'easter 058\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/Noreaster-058_thumb.jpg\" width=\"425\" border=\"0\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p>This is where I was last month.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/December-moon-008.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" style=\"border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; border-left: 0px; border-bottom: 0px\" height=\"323\" alt=\"December moon 008\" src=\"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/December-moon-008_thumb.jpg\" width=\"430\" border=\"0\"><\/a> <\/p>\n<p>And this is where I am now.<\/p>\n<p>Is is just me &#8211; or does it look progressively darker and stormier?<\/p>\n<p>I am not a holiday person.&nbsp; I celebrate, but somehow feel really out of sync with the world around me.&nbsp; My thoughts are dark and gloomy when elsewhere people are singing songs of joy.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>I have a cold and am drippy and miserable.<\/p>\n<p>And today, when I went for a blood test, I looked down and saw a black sock and a blue sock on my feet- and it didn&#8217;t even bother me.<\/p>\n<p>Pray for me.&nbsp; I&#8217;m not feeling like myself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; This is where I was last month. And this is where I am now. Is is just me &#8211; or does it look progressively darker and stormier? I am not a holiday person.&nbsp; I celebrate, but somehow feel really &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/?p=928\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-928","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-stepsonthejourney"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=928"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/928\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=928"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=928"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=928"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}