{"id":4007,"date":"2011-04-17T00:06:57","date_gmt":"2011-04-17T04:06:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heidiannie.com\/?p=4007"},"modified":"2011-04-17T00:06:57","modified_gmt":"2011-04-17T04:06:57","slug":"a-psalm-of-pain-psalm-38","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/?p=4007","title":{"rendered":"A Psalm of pain- Psalm 38"},"content":{"rendered":"<h6>Psalm 38<\/h6>\n<p> <b>A psalm of David. A petition.<\/b>  <\/p>\n<p><sup>1<\/sup> LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger     <br \/>&#160;&#160; or discipline me in your wrath.     <br \/><sup>2<\/sup> Your arrows have pierced me,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; and your hand has come down on me.     <br \/><sup>3<\/sup> Because of your wrath there is no health in my body;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; there is no soundness in my bones because of my sin.     <br \/><sup>4<\/sup> My guilt has overwhelmed me     <br \/>&#160;&#160; like a burden too heavy to bear. <\/p>\n<p><sup>5<\/sup> My wounds fester and are loathsome     <br \/>&#160;&#160; because of my sinful folly.     <br \/><sup>6<\/sup> I am bowed down and brought very low;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; all day long I go about mourning.     <br \/><sup>7<\/sup> My back is filled with searing pain;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; there is no health in my body.     <br \/><sup>8<\/sup> I am feeble and utterly crushed;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; I groan in anguish of heart. <\/p>\n<p><sup>9<\/sup> All my longings lie open before you, Lord;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; my sighing is not hidden from you.     <br \/><sup>10<\/sup> My heart pounds, my strength fails me;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; even the light has gone from my eyes.     <br \/><sup>11<\/sup> My friends and companions avoid me because of my wounds;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; my neighbors stay far away.     <br \/><sup>12<\/sup> Those who want to kill me set their traps,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; those who would harm me talk of my ruin;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; all day long they scheme and lie. <\/p>\n<p><sup>13<\/sup> I am like the deaf, who cannot hear,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; like the mute, who cannot speak;     <br \/><sup>14<\/sup> I have become like one who does not hear,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; whose mouth can offer no reply.     <br \/><sup>15<\/sup> LORD, I wait for you;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; you will answer, Lord my God.     <br \/><sup>16<\/sup> For I said, \u201cDo not let them gloat     <br \/>&#160;&#160; or exalt themselves over me when my feet slip.\u201d <\/p>\n<p><sup>17<\/sup> For I am about to fall,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; and my pain is ever with me.     <br \/><sup>18<\/sup> I confess my iniquity;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; I am troubled by my sin.     <br \/><sup>19<\/sup> Many have become my enemies without cause;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; those who hate me without reason are numerous.     <br \/><sup>20<\/sup> Those who repay my good with evil     <br \/>&#160;&#160; lodge accusations against me,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; though I seek only to do what is good. <\/p>\n<p><sup>21<\/sup> LORD, do not forsake me;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; do not be far from me, my God.     <br \/><sup>22<\/sup> Come quickly to help me,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; my Lord and my Savior. <\/p>\n<p><em>Ever spend extended time in serious pain?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It can be debilitating.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Sometimes your breathing is so shallow that you get <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>lightheaded.&#160; Pain can eat away at your spirit-<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>it can escort you right into the threshold of <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>depression.&#160; And you find yourself looking for<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>distractions and\/or purposes.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Why<\/strong> am I in this place of torture?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>What <\/strong>can I do to lessen this misery?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Where<\/strong> can I find some release\/relief?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You feel isolated and alone.&#160; Your sense of<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>yourself is diminished and you feel like<\/em> you<\/p>\n<p><em>are being punished.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It can get pretty bad.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>This psalm has that kind of logic- pain logic- in it.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Not that David hadn\u2019t sinned.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Not that he didn\u2019t deserve the guilt and sorrow<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>that he is describing.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It is just that&#160; <strong>WHEN<\/strong> you are in pain- the whole <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>world of creation and the Creator seem to be <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>in collusion against you.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You become a suffering diva.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>This is MY pain.&#160; My sorrow.&#160; My sin.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>My back (OH, MY BACK!).<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You call out for help.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>for mercy.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You confess.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>You look at those around you like they don\u2019t<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>know or care,&#160; they can quickly become your<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>enemies.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I\u2019m so thankful that Jesus Christ knew pain and death.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>He can understand this perspective even though He<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>did not give in to it.&#160; <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The last two verses are the best in the psalm.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>They redeem the entire litany of pain that comes before them.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><sup>21<\/sup> LORD, do not forsake me;     <br \/>&#160;&#160; do not be far from me, my God.     <br \/><sup>22<\/sup> Come quickly to help me,     <br \/>&#160;&#160; my Lord and my Savior.<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>AMEN.<\/em><\/strong>&#160;<\/p>\n<p align=\"right\"><em><strong><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p align=\"right\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Psalm 38 A psalm of David. A petition. 1 LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger &#160;&#160; or discipline me in your wrath. 2 Your arrows have pierced me, &#160;&#160; and your hand has come down on me. 3 &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/?p=4007\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4007","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-spiritualinsights","category-stepsonthejourney"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4007","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4007"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4007\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4007"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4007"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.heidiannie.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4007"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}